Mood:  sad

I hate denova.

I have a girl guide leader who is an absolute monster. She ruins everyones fun. Pathfinders is an amazing, fun, awesome program that I love with all my heart. I've been a girl guide since I was 5 years old. And now I'm quitting because of one sour, cranky, bossy, impossible bitch. No one likes her, but, seeing as she's a volunteer, no one can tell her to get her ass out of our unit. Just to complicate matters, ..... Well, here's the situation as I see it:

1. She has a daughter in the same unit as me, who has to, of course, be the exact same age as me.
2. I happen to like this girl quite a bit and don't want to hurt her by telling her I hate her mother.
3. As I said before, everyone hates her. That includes the other unit leader, silvia, who is one of the best leaders in the entire district; My own mother despises her; The other girls in the unit; and quite a few girls not in our unit.
4. Again, she's a volunteer.
5. Other than her incredibly bitchy attitude, she's an awesome leader in the eyes of everyone else.
6. I'm 14. Who the hell listens to a 14-year old like an equal adult? I won't be humble and say I'm stupid. I'm one of the smartest kids in the grade and I know for a fact that nobody in whatever council chooses and maintains leaders, will give a shit about my opinion.
7. I love girl guides, but this beast is making me quit an organization I've loved since I was 5.
8. I am an amazing actor. I've made it the entire year being polite and wearing a mask whenever she's around. That fucking mask has/is broken. I know fully well that if I go to one more meeting, I'll snap. Me snapping (and it's only happened extremely rarely,) means swearing, insults, tears and most likely me storming off. Despite the general gist of this blog, I'm actually a fairly quiet, patient, polite person. Admittadly, and I know it's bad for you to do this, I bottle up my anger, and this blog is my outlet for it. I also have more self-control than I know what to do with. That is quite probably the only reason I made it throughout the year without snapping.

So yeah, those are the facts. Basically, I have no idea what to do.